
I don’t remember the season of Lent ever following so closely on the heels of Epiphany, but sure enough, the time is upon us. As a Presbyterian growing up in the small town of Gahanna, Ohio, I was never really properly introduced to the observance of the one day that kicks it all off, Ash Wednesday. Smudging the forehead with the burnt remains of who knows what always seemed like an obscure ritual reserved for “those Catholics.” (I can still hear the old folks gossiping about them in church.) Add to this the equally confusing atmosphere of Mardi Gras -- where repentance seems like the last thing on anyone’s mind -- and you can understand why this white bread Protestant wasn’t on speaking terms with the season until well into his thirties, and then only as a kind of academic curiosity.
Thankfully my perspective has changed, and this as a long and deliberate process of trying to think differently about the concept of time. It’s interesting, I think, that the Church never really pushed the notion of a religiously sanctioned New Year celebration. In some ways, I believe this has been a detriment to the spiritual lives of the faithful. I have always had a deep respect for the way that Jews are able to renew their commitments to each other and to God over a ten-day period – from Rosh Hashanah to Yom Kippur – and thus start their year with a clean spiritual slate. Sure, we in secular America make our New Year’s resolutions, but these always seem so flat and incidental without the kind of meaningful mythological context that religion can provide. It was for this reason that several years ago I made the concerted effort to begin marking my days, not according to the numbers and squares on my office calendar, but according to the observances of the liturgical seasons.
The only problem – for me, at least, not being well-versed in the nuances of high church temporality – was in knowing where to begin. I guess the logical choice is Advent, those four weeks where we anticipate the birth of Christ. Usually these wind up being eclipsed by the enthusiasms of children whose only real concern is their anticipation of a “jolly old elf.” Christmas then gives way to Epiphany, the manifestation of God, affirmed by the Magi bringing their gifts to place at the feet of the Christ child. Eventually the life of Jesus finds its tragic, though not ultimate, end in the crucifixion on Good Friday, and shortly thereafter we celebrate the resurrection. Fifty days later we observe Pentecost, and then it’s a long string of red weeks referred to -- anti-climatically I might add – as “ordinary time,” a kind of ecclesial version of summer break. But where does it all begin, or end? Advent? Easter? I wish the church would remember enough of its Jewish heritage to realize that people really do need to ritualize their beginnings on a yearly basis. There needs to be a meaningful start to their faith journey which will arrive ultimately at the very place where it first began.
When I think of Christian beginnings my starting point is actually the Jewish scriptures: the creation narrative found in Genesis 2:4ff, the oldest cosmogonic myth in the Bible. As someone interested in ecology and the human connection to the natural world, I take great comfort in the symbolic notion that we have been created from the earth itself. Adam is in fact a play on words, for the first man was formed from adamah, the Hebrew word for the good, dark humus into which God sank his knees when breathing the breath of life into the human form beneath him. “And the man became a living being. …[and the] Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden to till it and to keep it” (Gen. 2:7b, 15). I have always wondered what the effects might be of ritualizing this narrative in the context of Christian worship. We place so much emphasis on our “new creation” in the waters of baptism that the “old Adam,” child of the dirt, seems to be washed away entirely. But Lent is surely Adam's season, for if the truth be told, his weaknesses, his fears, his very fallible nature, his grubby face, are still very much our own, and they will be until our return to the earth from which we were made.
For me, Lent is a time for remembering this and even celebrating it. Our Augustinian heritage has taught us to over-emphasize the radicality of sin in our lives, to such an extent that the black soot we bear on our foreheads on Ash Wednesday has come to be seen only as a mark of extreme woe and repentance. Think sack cloth and ash. Think Jeremiah lamenting the destruction of Jerusalem. But lately I have come to wonder whether Lent might be regarded as a “new beginning,” an observance that has long been absent from church ritual (or at least from my experience of it). What I am suggesting is that Lent might become for us a kind of “Christian New Year.” Like the High Holy Days in Judaism, it could be seen as a period of time in which we are all encouraged to consider not so much our deplorable sin but simply our vulnerable humanity and our need for connections to the earth, to God, and to our human community. It could be a time to focus on how our lives are shared with so many others, and how we often fail to affirm this simple fact in our words and deeds. More importantly, Lent might become an opportunity to reflect on how each of us lives the life of Adam who, though he was created from the rich soil of Eden, was nevertheless banished from it… but not from God.
Each year we are encouraged to give up something during this season, and in the past I have done so faithfully (most of the time). But this time, instead of deprivation I am going to try to think in terms of a kind of reflective celebration. Like Adam being brought forth from the earth, I want to wear on my forehead the ashes of creation. I want to take strange comfort in the fact that from dust I came and to dust I shall return. I want to look at those who are close to me and remember how much their lives have enriched my own. I will also remember how my lifestyle choices affect those whom I may never see, both human and nonhuman.
Robert Frost once wrote, “Earth is the right place for love/ I don’t know where it is likely to go better.” There is wisdom in this. Our attention and our hope at this time of year cannot be in some heaven above but must be focused right here on the earth below, where the ashes of creation – the bittersweet paradox of human existence – are lived out in all their mystery, somewhere between suffering and salvation, just a little east of Eden.
Questions for Further Discussion
1. What are some of your earliest memories of Ash Wednesday and the rituals associated with it?
2. What does the symbol of ashes mean to you in the context of Lent?
3. Lent is often seen as a time for giving up certain practices or luxuries in our lives, but it can also be an opportunity for new beginnings. What positive resolutions might you make during Lent this season (for example, deciding to volunteer several days a week at a local community service organization)?
4. Is the notion of focusing on the “old Adam” in anticipation of the “new Adam” – the resurrected Christ – helpful for you? See Romans 5:12-21.

